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ALTHOUGH IT'S NOT EASY AND PAINFUL AT TIMES.
Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 7:17 PM
I went to the zoo for the very first time today! Exciting eh?

Met a lot of wild animals (did I say it right?), and many I haven't seen before. I almost cried seeing them being prisoned, well maybe for all of their life. I was imagining my situation if I were them. I would always think about wanting to die, every single day.

I'm saying all this stuff but I didn't even do anything right for them.

Thinking about them, it makes me feel ashamed of being a human.

Enough said. Back to work!

Oh yea, I suck big time during the test. I think I'm gonna fail it. Life is never easier, so yeah. Shut up. Just live on.

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Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 10:20 AM

I'm at the library doing my research.... and also facebook-ing.... and tweet... and other sort of distracting website if you know what I mean. Yes yes, I AM DISTRACTED.

I am suppose to be buzy. I got a test and a fieldtrip to Louis Mini zoo tomorrow. Then I have another test coming on Monday. And despite all that, I still have to 2 report to be done and submitted by Thursday.

Enough complaining.................. I'm off!

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Monday, November 9, 2009 @ 3:28 AM
I'm going to have a tough week......

Monday.
a.m - Went back to hostel.
p.m - Disc. Math. (probably) last lecture. & Bio 'field-trip' to a mini zoo somewhere in Lamunin I heard. Finished at 6.

Tuesday
a.m - Disc. Math. Tutorial.... & Comm. Skill Presentation!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday (My 'buziest' Wednesday since sem start, LOL)
p.m - SHBIE Lecture & Disc. Math. Tutorial.

Thursday.
a.m - MY SHBIE PRESENTATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & Baby Amirah's first birthday!

Saturday.
a.m - SHBIE Nature of proof in Math. TEST!!!! 2 hours of lecture for Bio.
p.m - (I am hoping that there won't be any lecture on this day as we're done with the topics. If so, YEAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!) Disc. Math. Lecture from 4 to 6.

Monday.
p.m - Disc. Math. LAST TEST BEFORE THE EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So many thing is going on at one short time. I am getting nervous.

I really really can't wait this sem to end!

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Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 8:34 PM
Today is my best Saturday so far.

SM1301's students were told that the test is being postponed until next 2 weeks. We will be seating for the test on the November 2nd. Life is so great, hihi. For now, that is. Hmph.

I'm staying at the hostel tonight, this time with Betty. We got this assignment to be submitted next Thursday and we haven't even touch it. Hihi. This thing needs to be work out together...

And we're currently at the canteen. Menikmati jamuan sambil online. Yes yes we're being distracted by facebook and youtube. Hehe.

We'll have to go back to our room at 9. It's raining!!!!!!!!!!

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Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 1:29 PM
I'm finally seeing the beach after more than 2 months. I used to like the beach a lot, but now... not so much. What I did there was jogging with my abang Azhar. I woke up at 6 and then I went straight to him to wake him up. I swear I saw his I-don't-want-to-wake-up look on him face. HAHA.

A hour of working out, oh my, I wish I could keep this up everyday or twice/three times a week. I'm just lazy............ hmph.

And the picture on the left <---, if you wonder what's with that face, well, you should come down here! SILAAAAAUUU! HAHA.

Yes yes, I'm getting chubbier. And darker. I admit it. Urgh.




And and and, presenting, the picture of my baby! Hihi.

I LOVE YOU CUTIE!

I'm going back to my 'other world' later at around 3 or 4 PM.

I'll be back, stay tune! Assalammualaikum!

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Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 6:30 PM
I am at the Female hostel's canteen, and I've been here all alone for one long hour.

I am starving right now yet I don't feel like eating. No no I'm not controlling my food intake what so ever, it's just I feel so upset.

And I'm upset basically because I've been planning on a lot of things to do today, well most of it was reading and try to catch up on my studies, but I failed. I started reading at 10 in the morning, and not long after that I'm already sleepy. So I dazed off for a while but I took longer time on sleeping than reading. Urgh. Then at noon, the same thing happen. Hmph. This is so depressing.

I think I'll have to sleep late tonight. I don't care if I'm sleepy or not, I'm free all morning tomorrow anyway. I will try my best-est not to sleep while reading this time!! I AM SO GOING TO SLAP MYSELF HARD IF I DID!

Bah, I'm going back to my room then. Gotta perform my prayer.

Oh yeah, did I mention I haven't got back home for one whole week? I am seriously missing my mom. I'll be back on next Thursday, Insya Allah, if my schedule allow. Hihi. Macam orang sibuk saja bunyiku atu bah.

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Thursday, October 1, 2009 @ 1:46 PM
Mood; Average?
Feeling; I feel hungry.

I'm currently in the hostel's canteen. Yes yes finally the wireless connection is being set up here. The bad news is that it's hot.

And hence I came up with the idea of 'petang yang panas'. HAHA.




More on my FB.

I'm going to be left alone at hostel tonight. Betty and Juju are going to go back to their home. I have to wait until Saturday to get back home.

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Monday, September 28, 2009 @ 12:11 AM
Mood; Quite happy.
Feeling; Lazy. Haha.

SAYING OF THE DAY; Nothing last forever. When we lose something, we will always get another thing in return. It won't be the same as what it is before, but we should appreciate it.

I am so glad that I switched on the radio the first thing when I arrived at my hostel. Because there's this song which inspires me and open up my mind.

Okay, so I managed to complete half of the things I need to do on my to-do list. Hooray? The bad news is that I am still not done with my TWO ASSIGNMENTS. I'm all free tomorrow morning so I gonna spend my time doing my work.

I went back to hostel quite early today, after Asar. There's open house at my place tonight and I missed the fun. Enough said.

Having dinner alone is the loneliness moment ever in my entire life. But having dinner while watching your favourite movie/video? It changes everything. Hehe.

And here I am now, sleepy. I just got back to my room from Merilyn's with Betty. Hehe. Membuat ketupat!

I have no idea why my head feels so spinny and and and my legs hurts. Big time. Urgh.

Okay okay, enough with my complains. I shoud head to bed soon, its almost 12.

Goodnight, Salam.

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Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 11:46 PM
Mood; Happy? Satisfied? Mixture of feelings... Hmph.
Feeling; Again, tired.

FIRST THING FIRST. MY TO-DO LIST FOR TOMORROW!
  • Pack my hostel needs.
  • Clean my room.
  • Make a research regarding ED 1413's assignments.
  • Clean my hostel's room as soon as I arrive there.
  • Unpack my stuff when I arrive there.
  • Terikah baju segala. Urgh.
  • Bali barang makanan?
My throat is killing me right now. Siapa suruh aku makan buah rambutan banyak-banyak inda minum air~~~

My assignments is waiting for me... So I worked on them at noon, but I always ended up doing something else. Urgh, lame.

I was waiting for Betty the whole morning and afternoon, but there's no sign of her. Then later at night, when my cousin brought me along to go beraya, she texted me asking whether I'm home or not. Inda bejodoh tah banar~

I have fun beraya with my cousins tadi, I haven't really 'talk' to them for a long time... Hihi, thank you love for the great time!


I was dying to see you yet I don't think I'm ready.

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Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 10:08 PM
Mood; Should I say that I'm feeling slightly happy?
Feeling; Tired...... Having slight headache right now.

I am absolutely sure that I can't get over him. I want him back in my life!

So what's up today is that I went beraya with Agnaes and her friends. I don't know some of them so I was acting a bit awkward, hihi. It was unplanned so it was a bit... messy? I have fun though. I haven't seen Agnaes for decades, oh the good all times, I miss it so much. Thank you for the good time guys!

And after Isya, I went to DQ with Zaim. He's craving for something there I think. Hihi. We bet on something two months ago, the conclusion is I lost, so I have to treat him. Then we went to Saiful's house, open house yoh! Hihi. And I went back home with Sha. Thanks lololoveee! I have fun!

Banyak kerita aku merasa hari ani eh, haha! Which actually explain this headache I am having right now.

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Procastination....... Urgh!
Friday, September 4, 2009 @ 11:03 AM
I' currently at SHBIE. Konon kan buat keraja, but................................

I ended up watching SuJu on variety show. I miss them so much that I can't resist! The wireless connection was really superb here in the very morning, I even manage to finish watching one whole episode!! Pheww!

My LE 1501 work... is complete though. I hope. Need to discuss with other members in my group saja lagi... Um...

I have trouble with sleeping last night.. and the previous night. Probably because I slept for more than 2 hours at noon. Hmph. I woke up early today though, at 6.30 am. And I did my laundry. Hihi. What disappoint me is the weather.

At 9, we went to SHBIE. The weather didn't look that convincing, so before going to SHBIE, aku bangkit baju dulu. Takut ku hujan. Tidak cali itu. Hihi. And here I am now~

Later at around2, me and Betty will go to The Mall. Accompanied by Betty's boyfie, Endey. I guess I'll be a loner tah ni karang, hihi. We're going to watch a movie! I love you, Beth Cooper! And K-Boxing! And for the first time, breaking the fast together. Hihi. Thank you in advance dearest sebab inda tinggali aku dihostel seorang diri. Hihi.

I'm going to end my post now. Will upload the pictures some other time. Happy Friday peeps. Assalammualaikum.

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Malam hari Juma'at
Thursday, September 3, 2009 @ 11:58 PM
Tomorrow's a day off yet me and Betty spend our night doing our works. Urgh.

Why?

Pasal besuk kami jalan liat wayang. WOOT WOOOOOOOOOT!

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Malam Hari Jumaat.
@ 11:35 PM


Tekun Betty buat kerja pasal esuk ia kan jumpa boyfriendnya! Hihi.

Tomorrow's Friday but still the both of us spend our night doing our assignment. I keep on yawning, but I can't even sleep well when I went to bed.

It's getting tougher and tougher each and everyday... without you.

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Love eh?
Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 4:08 PM
Betty: Fi, aku lapar.
Me: Asta, makan tah.
Betty: Tapi kau puasa.
Me: Inda papa eh, aku inda lamah sangat ni..
Betty: Eeee..
Me: Lagipun aku kanyang lapas terliat si _____ tdi.

HAHAHAHAHA!
Jawapan urang yang dilamun cinta!

Not that I fall in love... I'm just.. enjoying my life to the fullest. Hee.

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My first day... Umm...
@ 10:34 AM
It's the sixth of Ramadhan. People are starting to get used of being hungry and all... but me... I am a beginner. Oh well, welcome again, my-never-success-mission-of-losing-weight. Hehe.

I AM FAT, THAT'S A FACT! >.<

P/S; Sha, bila lagi dating? LOLOLOLOLOLOL! =D

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What's new dude?
Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 11:52 AM
I missed the first day of fasting. Enough said.

I've been working on my studies since I got back home last Thursday. Thanks to the modem which is struck by the lightning, I was able to concentrate. Haha. Many bad things happen when I'm not here I suppose, and it involve money. Hmph. Aku balik rumah dan mendapat tahu bahawa computer, modem and wireless rusak. Kana sambar kilat. And hence, $.$

And now that the wireless is working, I barely started working on my studies anymore. Haha.

What's new...? Okay, this Saturday we SM 1301 students will be seated for a test. I guess it will be a simple one, just like the tutorials. I mean, I wish it will be exactly like the tutorial. Haha. I've started reading on the notes, but haven't started memorizing and practicing yet. I still have plenty of time though, but knowing me as a procastinator... I better start working on it tonight. Hehe. My first test! I can do this!

My legs... still hurt, badly I must said. Despite having them massaged a few days ago. Hmph. They need to get better soon, otherwise I'll have trouble going here and there.

Oh, I need to let this out. Hehe. Having used living in the hostel, I'm used to the food too. Hehe. Inda ku berselera tarus balik rumah. My bad... My oh my, how am I suppose to lose my weight! And my fat belly! Urgh! HAHA!

I'm going back to hostel later. I choose to go there earlier. There's a lot of distraction here in my house - TV, wireless, and my cutey baby Amirah. So I think I'll be able to concentrate once I'm back to hostel.

And I decided that I'd bring my rabbit dolly along to the hostel. Just to make my room looks livelier. I got it when I'm in form 2, I think. From dad. Hehe. Hm... I somehow miss Baby and Adik, but I refuse to touch them. They, I should name them virus. They're killing me inside.

I manage to live on, me myself was pretty surprise. I thought I can't live without you. And guess what, I think all those love saying, poems, quotes, and songs... are absurd. Don't let them fool you.

I shall go. Assalammualaikum.

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Changes...
Saturday, August 8, 2009 @ 8:22 PM
So now... my schedule looks like this.


Tadi aku balik rumah ikut Juju. Thanks dearest!

Oh please somebody need to nag me about my assignment! I am not done with it.

Malas cakap.
Off.

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Off.
Friday, August 7, 2009 @ 1:17 PM
AKU ADA KACAMATA BARU!



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AKU BALIK HOSTEL LAGI KARANG!



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AKU MESTI MENGERAJAKAN ASSIGNMENT NI!



Malas cakap.
Off.

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This is how my schedule looks like.
Monday, August 3, 2009 @ 6:42 AM

I was hoping that I can exchange Thursday with Saturday. I wanna go back home early every Saturday!! But 6 pm??!

Okay, no complain! Stay positive! Hehe!

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I'm moving out?
Sunday, August 2, 2009 @ 1:29 PM

I hope I don't miss anything.
Woah, I don't feel good about it.

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