It's Monday again! I planned a very 'boring' day for today. ^^

I'm gonna fast today! Oh look at the time, it's 12:50 AM!! Yes I planned it, I'm gonna take my food later so I don't have to wake up at 4/5 later. Hehe.

And before that I'm gonna take a shower. Supaya nyaman tidur ku. Ahh, inda ku kira, mudahan jua tulang ku kuat! ^^

I'M GONNA WAKE UP VERY VERY LATE!! Hehe.

Well other than that, macam biasa lah saja.

From now onwards I'm not gonna let myself say "I am bored," (or at least try to). Hehe. I wanna believe that there's actually A LOT of things to do, so I am gonna do my best not to let myself be bored..

Bah, aku off! Mandi, makan, tidur!

" Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu,

Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu,

Bagaimana ku nanti,

Bila tiada mengganti,

Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja... "

--- Faizal Tahir's Hanyut.

That's just... exactly how I feel! T__T

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It's been 3 weeks and 3 days since I finish my second semester exam. And ever since that day, all I've been doing was... relaxing. It felt so comfortable that I've been seeing a lot of flashback... the days that I have go through to be able to stand where I am now... The problem now is that, I can't stop thinking, and it's annoying. ANNOYING WAH!

Well well at least when I was busy working on my study I won't have the time to remember all my past. I'd prefer having headache for my works rather that my past memories! AND WHY CAN'T IT LET ME GO? IT KEEPS ON COMING BACK!!!!!! ;@

So what I've been doing was...

facebook...

playing games...

sleeping...

eating...

cleaning...

baby-sitting...

... I can tell that I spend my time on sleeping almost half of the day. Hihi. I was bored, there's nothing to do, so aku pun tidur! Sudah tidur tu nada tia rasa kan bangun atu. Hihi.

Oh lately aku jadi kerani mama! To my surprise, it's pretty addicting. I LOVE helping my mom with her excel thingy. Aku suka, suka, suka!

Hm.. tadi petang, tutup karan arah our place. It last for more than 2 hours, I think. I rained all day long, Syukur tah malam ani inda hujan. :)

Okay I'm off!

" Berat hidup ini tanpa diri mu,

Ku hanya mencintai kamu,

Ku hanya memiliki kamu..

Aku rindu setengah mati kepadamu,

Sungguh ku ingin kau tahu,

Aku rindu, setengah mati "

-- D'Massiv's Rindu Setengah Mati.

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Her cute smile. :)