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الله أكبر
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
السلام عليكم

ALTHOUGH IT'S NOT EASY AND PAINFUL AT TIMES.
Monday, September 28, 2009 @ 12:11 AM
Mood; Quite happy.
Feeling; Lazy. Haha.

SAYING OF THE DAY; Nothing last forever. When we lose something, we will always get another thing in return. It won't be the same as what it is before, but we should appreciate it.

I am so glad that I switched on the radio the first thing when I arrived at my hostel. Because there's this song which inspires me and open up my mind.

Okay, so I managed to complete half of the things I need to do on my to-do list. Hooray? The bad news is that I am still not done with my TWO ASSIGNMENTS. I'm all free tomorrow morning so I gonna spend my time doing my work.

I went back to hostel quite early today, after Asar. There's open house at my place tonight and I missed the fun. Enough said.

Having dinner alone is the loneliness moment ever in my entire life. But having dinner while watching your favourite movie/video? It changes everything. Hehe.

And here I am now, sleepy. I just got back to my room from Merilyn's with Betty. Hehe. Membuat ketupat!

I have no idea why my head feels so spinny and and and my legs hurts. Big time. Urgh.

Okay okay, enough with my complains. I shoud head to bed soon, its almost 12.

Goodnight, Salam.

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Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 11:46 PM
Mood; Happy? Satisfied? Mixture of feelings... Hmph.
Feeling; Again, tired.

FIRST THING FIRST. MY TO-DO LIST FOR TOMORROW!
  • Pack my hostel needs.
  • Clean my room.
  • Make a research regarding ED 1413's assignments.
  • Clean my hostel's room as soon as I arrive there.
  • Unpack my stuff when I arrive there.
  • Terikah baju segala. Urgh.
  • Bali barang makanan?
My throat is killing me right now. Siapa suruh aku makan buah rambutan banyak-banyak inda minum air~~~

My assignments is waiting for me... So I worked on them at noon, but I always ended up doing something else. Urgh, lame.

I was waiting for Betty the whole morning and afternoon, but there's no sign of her. Then later at night, when my cousin brought me along to go beraya, she texted me asking whether I'm home or not. Inda bejodoh tah banar~

I have fun beraya with my cousins tadi, I haven't really 'talk' to them for a long time... Hihi, thank you love for the great time!


I was dying to see you yet I don't think I'm ready.

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Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 10:08 PM
Mood; Should I say that I'm feeling slightly happy?
Feeling; Tired...... Having slight headache right now.

I am absolutely sure that I can't get over him. I want him back in my life!

So what's up today is that I went beraya with Agnaes and her friends. I don't know some of them so I was acting a bit awkward, hihi. It was unplanned so it was a bit... messy? I have fun though. I haven't seen Agnaes for decades, oh the good all times, I miss it so much. Thank you for the good time guys!

And after Isya, I went to DQ with Zaim. He's craving for something there I think. Hihi. We bet on something two months ago, the conclusion is I lost, so I have to treat him. Then we went to Saiful's house, open house yoh! Hihi. And I went back home with Sha. Thanks lololoveee! I have fun!

Banyak kerita aku merasa hari ani eh, haha! Which actually explain this headache I am having right now.

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Appreciation
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 @ 12:45 PM

I'm that girl, still living, still smiling, still doing her best.
Living each and every day without you...

This freedom, I should appreciate it.

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Salam Aidilfitri 2009
Sunday, September 20, 2009 @ 9:09 PM
Few years back, I know this one person whom I can tell that he's the happiest person on earth to celebrate the first day of Syawal, and if he won't be able to, then he's the saddest person...

That person... I wanted to know how he's doing right now... I miss him so bad... I'm not texting him
not because of my ego, but I'm afraid that I'm going to have false hope... It took me a while to recover, and I must say that I'm not fully recover yet, so I don't want to let the pain get any deeper...

I'm just going to pray for his happiness... Sincerely, from the bottom of my heart.


Dear family, friends and all Muslims,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

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The story of my life. Oh well.
Sunday, September 6, 2009 @ 10:34 PM
Beralih musim ke musim
Hati tetap serupa
Tiada yang berubah
Dari hari dikau pergi, dikau pergi

Penjara, hidup ini penjara
Tanpa ada simpati
Kepada sang kekasih
Yang dilanda, yang dilanda kehilangan

Masih jelas setiap garisan halus
Bila senyuman kau ukirkan untukku
Masih jelas setiap lekuk penjuru
Menghiasi wajahmu waktu kau renung aku

Ratib sendu
Bergetar dalam kalbu
Hingga menitis linang
Dari kelopak mata
Keranamu, keranaku dipisahkan

Masih jelas setiap garisan halus
Bila senyuman kau ukirkan untukku
Masih jelas setiap lekuk penjuru
Menghiasi wajahmu waktu kau renung aku

Masih jelas setiap garisan halus
Bila senyuman kau ukirkan untukku
Masih jelas setiap lekuk penjuru
Menghiasi wajahmu waktu kau renung aku

Sudah suratan takdir begini
Segalanya sementara
Selagi hayat ku masih ada
Kau bertakhta di hatiku

Beralih musim ke musim
Hati tetap serupa
Tiada yang berubah
Dari hari dikau pergi, dikau pergi
Dikau pergi

A song by Hafiz entitle Masih Jelas. This song clearly tells about my inner feelings.

I hope you did well out there dear. I miss you like hell.

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Procastination....... Urgh!
Friday, September 4, 2009 @ 11:03 AM
I' currently at SHBIE. Konon kan buat keraja, but................................

I ended up watching SuJu on variety show. I miss them so much that I can't resist! The wireless connection was really superb here in the very morning, I even manage to finish watching one whole episode!! Pheww!

My LE 1501 work... is complete though. I hope. Need to discuss with other members in my group saja lagi... Um...

I have trouble with sleeping last night.. and the previous night. Probably because I slept for more than 2 hours at noon. Hmph. I woke up early today though, at 6.30 am. And I did my laundry. Hihi. What disappoint me is the weather.

At 9, we went to SHBIE. The weather didn't look that convincing, so before going to SHBIE, aku bangkit baju dulu. Takut ku hujan. Tidak cali itu. Hihi. And here I am now~

Later at around2, me and Betty will go to The Mall. Accompanied by Betty's boyfie, Endey. I guess I'll be a loner tah ni karang, hihi. We're going to watch a movie! I love you, Beth Cooper! And K-Boxing! And for the first time, breaking the fast together. Hihi. Thank you in advance dearest sebab inda tinggali aku dihostel seorang diri. Hihi.

I'm going to end my post now. Will upload the pictures some other time. Happy Friday peeps. Assalammualaikum.

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Malam hari Juma'at
Thursday, September 3, 2009 @ 11:58 PM
Tomorrow's a day off yet me and Betty spend our night doing our works. Urgh.

Why?

Pasal besuk kami jalan liat wayang. WOOT WOOOOOOOOOT!

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Malam Hari Jumaat.
@ 11:35 PM


Tekun Betty buat kerja pasal esuk ia kan jumpa boyfriendnya! Hihi.

Tomorrow's Friday but still the both of us spend our night doing our assignment. I keep on yawning, but I can't even sleep well when I went to bed.

It's getting tougher and tougher each and everyday... without you.

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