I am at the Female hostel's canteen, and I've been here all alone for one long hour.

I am starving right now yet I don't feel like eating. No no I'm not controlling my food intake what so ever, it's just I feel so upset.

And I'm upset basically because I've been planning on a lot of things to do today, well most of it was reading and try to catch up on my studies, but I failed. I started reading at 10 in the morning, and not long after that I'm already sleepy. So I dazed off for a while but I took longer time on sleeping than reading. Urgh. Then at noon, the same thing happen. Hmph. This is so depressing.

I think I'll have to sleep late tonight. I don't care if I'm sleepy or not, I'm free all morning tomorrow anyway. I will try my best-est not to sleep while reading this time!! I AM SO GOING TO SLAP MYSELF HARD IF I DID!

Bah, I'm going back to my room then. Gotta perform my prayer.

Oh yeah, did I mention I haven't got back home for one whole week? I am seriously missing my mom. I'll be back on next Thursday, Insya Allah, if my schedule allow. Hihi. Macam orang sibuk saja bunyiku atu bah.