" I'm here, so please explain,
Why you're opening up a healing wound again,
I'm a little more careful, perhaps it shows,
But if I lose the highs at least I'm spared the lows.
Now I tremble in your arms
What could be the harm?
To feel my spirit calm? "
-- Will Young's Leave Right Now.
I somehow remembered my past as I was listening to this song. I often questioned myself... Why would he come back after hurting me so much? Why am I giving him another chance? How could I still be happy with him? Why is it I am very happy when I'm with him?
The answer, I think, is very simple - LOVE.
Yes, of course I'm scared if he's gonna break my heart again. But now all I care is spending my life with him, so that I won't regret it later when one day I won't be able to see him again.
Hurt me all you want, but I don't think I'll be able to love somebody else.
I might be arrogant or stubborn, really, I just want to keep on loving him.
Simply because... it makes me happy.