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23rd BIRTHDAY!
Monday, May 31, 2010 @ 11:39 PM
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY Abang Azuan     |
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Wonder Girls - 2 Different Tears
Sunday, May 30, 2010 @ 1:17 PM
" Gave me 2 different tears, After all these years, Tears of joy, tears of pain, Like sunshine and rain. So I hate you... So I love you... So I hate you... So I love you... I'm tryna figure out how to move on with my life, Without you by my side, Wakin up with teary eyes, I can't do this no more, gotta erase you now. So I think of all the pain you've given me, Try to look at all the damage you've done to me, No matter how hard I try, I just can't forget it why, I keep thinking bout how sweet you used to be. Gave me 2 different tears, After all these years, Tears of joy, tears of pain, Like sunshine and rain. So I hate you... But the love you gave me was so so good... So I love you... But the pain you gave me was so so bad... I'm cryin over you, still what does this mean? Do I still want you back in my life? After all these painful things you've done to me, Why is it so hard to realize? So I think of all the pain you've given me, Try to look at all the damage you've done to me, But the harder that I fight, You come closer in my sight, And I'm thinking of how sweet it could have been, oh no~ Gave me 2 different tears, After all these years, Tears of joy, tears of pain, Like sunshine and rain, So I hate you... But the love you gave me was so so good... So I love you... But the pain you gave me was so so bad... Why do I still feel this way, When I know there's nothing left to say, Shouldn't be but I loved you in the first place, Wanna erase you without a trace, Try to tell myself that I need to hate you, With the pain that you put me thorough, But ah... That's the reason why I still miss you no matter how hard I try. Gave me 2 different tears, After all these years, Tears of joy, tears of pain, Like sunshine and rain. So I hate you... But the love you gave me was so so good... So I love you... But the pain you gave me was so so bad... Gave me 2 different tears, After all these years, Tears of joy, tears of pain, Like sunshine and rain. So I hate you... But the love you gave me was so so good... So I love you... But the pain you gave me was so so bad... " --- Wonder Girls' 2 Different Tears I don't need to explain anything. This song resembles my situation last year's July. I'm so glad I made it through, and I'm able to be happy again, thanks to him. ^^ |
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Will Young - Leave Right Now
Friday, May 28, 2010 @ 2:19 PM
" I'm here, so please explain, Why you're opening up a healing wound again, I'm a little more careful, perhaps it shows, But if I lose the highs at least I'm spared the lows. Now I tremble in your arms What could be the harm? To feel my spirit calm? " -- Will Young's Leave Right Now. I somehow remembered my past as I was listening to this song. I often questioned myself... Why would he come back after hurting me so much? Why am I giving him another chance? How could I still be happy with him? Why is it I am very happy when I'm with him? The answer, I think, is very simple - LOVE. Yes, of course I'm scared if he's gonna break my heart again. But now all I care is spending my life with him, so that I won't regret it later when one day I won't be able to see him again. Hurt me all you want, but I don't think I'll be able to love somebody else. I might be arrogant or stubborn, really, I just want to keep on loving him. Simply because... it makes me happy. |
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