For each and every day that passed by, I tend to become more greedier. I'm addicted to have my heart beat fast, but I wasn't suppose to feel it by someone who I have never had conversation with.

This feeling of mind says that... I wanted to at least try and approach him, but in the same time, I don't even want to. The contradiction in my mind.


I thought time will heal my pain.
I thought everything is going to be okay.
I thought I'll never need you in anyway.
I thought it'll better for us to be this way.
I thought after some time I'll never look back.
I thought, I thought and I thought...
I thought about you a lot.