Currently working on my to-buy list.

How does it feel, to live all by myself, well perhaps, with some friends for the first time?

I can't imagine how it feels like. I am all excited, nervous, scared, sad, unhappy, guilty.... A feeling that I can't explain.

But somehow, I can't wait to leave this place. There's just too much memory of you in here that it's killing me to bear all those pain... You.. How long are you planning to cut my heart? Do you want to break it?

Okay, to think that I'm going to spend a whole lot of money is... a bit... urgh. It makes me feel guilty.